Sooooo frustrated.

I am frustrated beyond belief, for a number of reasons which I shall vent to you now.......

1. As you may or may not know, I injured my back a little while ago. I am in pretty intense therarpy now. To include they have me on a medication that makes me, well weird. I short out between my brain and my extremities. Such as, I'll be telling my hands to write something, and they won't write what I want. Even typing this I am struggling greatly. not to mention I have NO short term memory, and my memory is what I pride myself on most.

2. My love life, or lack of it. I feel as if I'm between a rock in a hard place. One part of me really wants to see if Zac comes around, the other, is tired of being hurt and just wants to cut him off completly.

3. At work, I feel like an out cast, I really don't get a long with anyone there and a particular NCO makes it thier mission to make me miserable. Which I try and let go and most of the time I succeed. But it scares the living daylights out of me that I can't trust this person and we are deploying next month!! AAACCKK!!!

But what can I do, but bore you all to death with my meanderings.

Until next time.......